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missdiane ([personal profile] missdiane) wrote2025-09-05 07:49 am

Friday Five - cringe edition

1. When did you "lose your innocence"? In the "official" sense, age 32 and then done with that for good.

2. Would you say you have an accent? Nothing consistent but I'm sure I use words and phrases that would identify the region I grew up and where I live now.

3. Do you hope to be married (married again if divorced)? Never have been married, no desire to be married

4. If you could take one technology to a desert island (the obvious satellite phone excluded), what would it be? Hopefully the desert island has some basic amenities (like a fridge, etc.), a satellite radio? Some form of noise and connection to the outside world if I have to be there for a week or two would be welcome.

5. What is the last activity you bought a ticket for? The G-Dragon concert I went to on August 22. Holy CRAP was it expensive. I'm sure you can't even guess how much
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reblogarythm ([personal profile] reblogarythm) wrote2025-09-05 05:44 am

What I saw on the web on 2025.9.4


  1. Major B.C. routes including Coquihalla Highway closed due to wildfires
    by Akshay Kulkarni
    https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/british-columbia/coquihalla-highway-wildfire-sept-3-1.7624680
    as an occasional driver of that highway, yikes!
    via rss

  2. walked into a bookstore today that is curating on a whole different level
    by et-in-arkadia
    https://www.tumblr.com/et-in-arkadia/792267001796116480/walked-into-a-bookstore-today-that-is-curating-on
    together again for the first time
    via discord

  3. This bright orange shark has shocked and delighted scientists
    by Sheena Goodyear
    https://www.cbc.ca/radio/asithappens/orange-shark-1.7624485
    what an astonishing-looking critter!
    via rss

  4. Electricity is About to be Like Housing
    by Hank Green
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39YO-0HBKtA
    i wish his theory was less plausible
    via youtube recommends
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Humph ([personal profile] spiralsheep) wrote2025-09-05 12:35 pm
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In which Friday is experienced, accented, married, deserving, and tickety-boo

1. When did you "lose your innocence"?
I was skeptical with a tendency to cynical even as a child, but I'd also earnestly claim I didn't entirely lose my innocent approach to life fully until I was in my forties. (Yes, I'm ignoring any other connotations.)

2. Would you say you have an accent?
Everyone has an accent. I have three to choose from in my native language, and presumably "foolish foreigner" accents in all other languages I attempt, lol.

3. Do you hope to be married (married again if divorced)?
It's complicated but, yes, like most people I prefer having a life partner of some kind.

4. If you could take one technology to a desert island (the obvious satellite phone excluded), what would it be?
Hmm, depends on the type and position of the island but I'd choose whatever was most likely to get me back home safely, either transport or signalling. If I'm stuck there then I'll take a Star Trek style replicator, I suppose, although I'm not sure how those are supposed to work (presumably one has to feed in some sort of raw materials which might render it useless). So at the other end of the tech spectrum I'd want the most reliable low tech fire-starter (twisted firestarter...).

5. What is the last activity you bought a ticket for?
Boat trip to Ynys Echni, which is an island but neither deserted nor a desert. I like boat trips. :-) Before that would be a bus ride. My other regular tickets are train, museum / exhibition, and cinema.

6. Tell me all your most secret... tickets*? :D
* I'm assuming you all have accents and the sense to escape from a desert island. The state of your personal relationships with yourself and the world are your own business afaic. ;-)
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it only hurts when i breathe ([personal profile] spikedluv) wrote2025-09-05 07:17 am

The Day in Spikedluv (Thursday, Sept 4)

I hit the Feed Bag while I was downtown (because Pip forgot something he’d purchased yesterday) and got in a walk around the park.

I hand-washed dishes, went on a couple walks with Pip and the dogs (including one in the rain), cut up chicken for the dogs' meals, and scooped kitty litter.

We had burgers and Gus’s potatoes for supper.

I finished the KJ Charles book and started True Gretch, an autobiography, and watched some HGTV programs.

Temps started out at 61.3(F) and reached 82.4 that I saw when I got home a little after 3pm. (It had already hit 70.0 by 9am, before I left to visit mom, so I knew it was going to be hot.) It got really windy (there are trees outside mom’s room and they were blowing like crazy); it looked cool, but it was not. We got rain later, but not the forecasted thunderstorms, thankfully, as they drive our dogs nuts.


Mom Update:

Mom was doing better today. Especially after they told her she might be discharged. more back here )
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the_shoshanna ([personal profile] the_shoshanna) wrote2025-09-05 11:57 am
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made it!

Our flight was delayed by almost an hour and I had serious doubts that we'd make our train out of London, which would have set off a cascade failure of prebooked transit. But by dint of rushing as fast as possible through the infinite hallways from our arrival terminal, through baggage claim and border control (THANK GOD for the e-gates), to the Heathrow Express platform, we actually made out train with time to breathe! That was not how the smart money had been betting, so I'm very relieved.

(Also, as you can tell by the fact that I'm posting this, my UK SIM is working perfectly. £10 for all the service we could possibly need, I'm very pleased.

Now we're relaxing on our first train (of two, followed by a prebooked taxi). Well, I say "relaxing," but we're apparently on the Lad Local; we're sitting directly behind a group of eight young men all talking and laughing uproariously, and consuming vast quantities of sandwiches, crisps, and canned drinks that look like beer but I'm not sure. I can't really follow their conversations but they don't seem unpleasant in any way, just loud. I like hearing people having fun!

ETA: One of the lads just tried a friend's drink and announced that it was some kind of tequila lime grapefruit something something, I didn't catch it all; and he said, "Do you ever feel like they're putting too many flavors into a drink these days? Like, that's a lot of flavors! I like it when I just drink a beer, you know, it's a nice simple refreshing one flavor--"

"In other news," interrupted one of his friends, "old man yells at cloud."
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beanside ([personal profile] beanside) wrote2025-09-05 05:50 am

You been daddied, by all the dudes that wanna dad.

It's Friday! And while it may not be a long weekend, especially since I'm working tomorrow, it is going to be 1 3/4 days with nothing planned. Fortunately, we have a metric ton of videos about our ship, and about cruising that we can watch.

Jess' surgery is now in 6 days! It's creeping up! They feel like time is crawling, I know. But it'll be next Thursday in no time!

We're staying in Chevy Chase the night before the surgery. Jess needs to be there about 10am (assuming that the surgery time doesn't get moved due to cancellations) which would have put us in the heart of rush hour. Just wasn't worth the risk of being late. Instead, we're staying about 5 minutes away. And the hotel has breakfast for me, which will be nice. I won't have to schlep to the cafeteria to get shitty coffee.

Yesterday, I was so tired. I had too much sleep debt and I was dragging. I went to bed, and fell asleep before I knew it. I don't even remember if we did our normal podcast. I just crashed. I feel much less tired today, which is nice.

My suitcase came yesterday! It's enormous and gorgeous. I got a dark blue, because I figured that would be easier to pick out on the carousel. I also got my second "formal night" dress. It's from Lane Bryant and is just as pretty as I thought it would be. It's this dress right here.

Today, some fleece lined leggings should arrive. I think that's it. Lands end still hasn't shipped my order, which is annoying, and Universal Standard just sent me the shipping info, but it hasn't gone out yet.

That is about all that I ordered so far. I do think I'm going to look for different underwear. The ones I have now are not moisture wicking at all. Bras I'm okay on, definitely need more socks, though. But they can be next paycheck, or the paycheck after that. No rush. It's still 247 days before we leave.

Okay, time go get myself together for work. Everyone have an outstanding Friday!
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mific ([personal profile] mific) wrote in [community profile] fancake2025-09-05 12:52 pm

SGA: Clean Plate Club by yin_again

Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Characters/Pairings: John Sheppard/Rodney McKay, Evan Lorne, Simpson, Radek Zelenka, Laura Cadman, Sam Carter, Daniel Jackson/Jack O'Neill, Stackhouse/ Markham
Rating: Explicit
Length: 7963
Content Notes: no AO3-type warnings apply
Creator Links: yin's old site on Wayback, yin_again on AO3, yin on LJ
Themes: Food and cooking, First time, Complete AU

Summary: Rodney looked at the prep area and nodded decisively. "How do you feel about waffles?"
"I love waffles," John said with a grin.

Reccer's Notes: This is the initial and main story in yin's Clean Plate Club 'verse, in which John's a sought-after photographer and Rodney's a chef turned food stylist (he prepares and arranges food for perfect photo shoots). It's a fun meet-cute with clever dialogue, great characterisation and a very hot first time. It's enormous fun, even if the "hero food" meticulously arranged by Rodney is actually dressed with glycerine and motor oil!

Fanwork Links: Clean Plate Club on Wayback (scroll down a little and you'll see this fic and the others in the 'verse.)
And yin also recorded it as a podfic, here.
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ysabetwordsmith ([personal profile] ysabetwordsmith) wrote in [community profile] followfriday2025-09-05 02:52 am
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Follow Friday 9-5-25

Got any Follow Friday-related posts to share this week? Comment here with the link(s).

Here's the plan: every Friday, let's recommend some people and/or communities to follow on Dreamwidth. That's it. No complicated rules, no "pass this on to 7.328 friends or your cat will die".

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kaffy_r ([personal profile] kaffy_r) wrote2025-09-04 09:13 pm

Dept. of Catching Up

New Rx, Who Dis?

Since Aug. 24 - check, yes it was Aug. 24 - I've had a lot of living. A lot. 

Let's see: I saw my shrink, and he put me on Rexulti (I usually prefer talking about drugs with their actual name, but I'm still learning how to say brexpiprazole without looking at how it's spelled) to see how it would work. He gave me some samples. Damned if it didn't do the trick. The drug isn't a panacea, but what it does is let me look at things a tad more logically. It kind of allows me to say "one step at a time, woman. It's OK to do life like that." 

I had a couple of follow ups with him; he checked to see if I was still able to sleep, and that my eating habits hadn't done me wrong. I was fine, so he wrote me a prescription for it. 

Non-triggering medical fun below )

So I've yapped on at length about Fun With the American Medical System. I should end with a couple of nice things.

1. I'm going to meet some of the folks I've met over the Couch Crew discord channel on the 25th, We're meeting up for a movie double header with some Korean food in between a KDrama movie and then a movie about the BTS Wings tour. I know next to nothing about BTS, but as that band was indirectly responsible for me discovering all of my current obsession, I figure I'd best learn, and probably I'll enjoy it. 

2. On the 17th, I turn 70. Yay! Actually, yay! Fewer years ahead than behind me, but still, a few more years in which to work hard on being happy and making people I love as happy as possible. 

3. Oh, and this picture is of the new chair that I've been able to sit in without pain - WITHOUT PAIN DEAR LORD WHAT IS THIS NO-PAIN THING - an old, very heavy wooden office chair that we found in a kinda-going-outa-business secondhand office furniture place. (There's a funny story about it, but that must wait for another post because this one is already too damn long.) This was taken before we put wheels on the legs since the original ones were long gone. We had to find heavyweight casters and Bob blistered his hands getting then onto the legs, because the wood was almost impenetrable, and I love him for yet another reason. 



So there you have it. Happy Thursday/Friday 
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-04 10:34 pm
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taz_39 ([personal profile] taz_39) wrote2025-09-04 11:03 pm

Beauty and the Beast - Durham, NC: Foodie Finds, Fluey Finds

**DISCLAIMER** The views and opinions expressed in this post are my own, and do not reflect the views or opinions of my employer.
DO NOT RESHARE ANY PART OF THIS POST WITHOUT EXPRESS PERMISSION. Thank you.**

This post covers Tuesday and Wednesday.

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TUESDAY

Normal morning routine. Emailed the MD to let him know about the upcoming Candlelight rehearsal in November. Some of you might remember me doing this marathon 48-hour rehearsal in the past (HERE is the most recent one.) Basically in order to keep my cast member status with WDW I have to attend one rehearsal, during which I also complete any training modules, hearing tests, etc required. The Candlelight rehearsals always take place in November, and fortunately for me one of them is always on a Monday which is conveniently a travel day for touring shows.

So one Monday a year I fly to Orlando from wherever-tour-is, do an overnight rehearsal with Disney into Tuesday morning, fly to rejoin the tour that same morning in whatever city they're playing next, and then perform the Tuesday evening show in that city. It's a looooong day.

Anyway, after that I bought some small things on Amazon that I need for my travels (Aeropress filters, face lotion that I haven't seen lately) and altered the waist on a pair of my black pit pants. I have a long torso and on some pants there's a neat thing where you can undo some stitches to raise the waist an inch! After that I'd meant to walk to the theater to practice but got caught up in a flurry of emails about Candlelight and a masterclass I'm doing in February. Lunch was 1/2 seaweed bagel, chicken breast, peanut butter, and butternut squash.

Then I DID walk to the theater, where nothing was going on and I had the pit all to myself to practice. Did my best, and took little breaks to be careful of my jaw problems.

My spot this week near the pit wall.

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This theater's ghost light. It looks adorable. It looks like Lumiere!
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After practice I walked back and had a snack, rested, and looked at flights for the upcoming musicians' Rule 24 layoff in Detroit. I might actually end up driving back to Florida since the layoff actually begins in Greensboro, and flights out of there are expensive with long layovers.

The evening show was all right, we had a Belle understudy and she did a fantastic job. I can't see the stage and have no idea how she looked, but her voice was absolutely lovely.

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THURSDAY

Woke up at 2am gulping because my throat was sore! OH NO.
Sore throat usually means COVID.

I got up and gargled plain warm water (that's all I had on hand) and tried to go back to sleep, but was super stressed. What if I'd have to isolate? And call a sub? Ugh, NO, I just got back here dammit!!

Eventually I was able to calm down a bit and doze off, though when I woke up my throat was no better and I've clearly picked up SOMETHING. I dug through my BATB contracts and info packets and couldn't find one word on Disney's Covid policies, so resorted to emailing company management to ask. Turns out, there is no policy for Covid any more. That means it now gets treated just like a cold or flu: if you are still able to play the show, do it, and try not to cough on your peers. In fact, they said I didn't even have to test for it! 


On one hand I'm relieved because I'd be soooo ticked if I had to inconvenience my peers today. On the other hand, it feels very surreal to have people say, "Meh, you're fine" to what was once a deadly and frightening disease. Remember, readers, that my touring career started right at the end of the pandemic. We were still getting those awful nasal swab rapid tests daily. Catching Covid meant immediate removal from the show and 10 days of isolation, no exceptions. They would cancel our shows if too many people got infected. I'm glad it's not so dire any more, but it's wild to sit here and think about how much has changed.

Still, I don't need to make the people around me sick. I put a mask in my bag, took my temperature throughout the day, and stopped by a pharmacy for peroxide (to gargle with,) hand sanitizer, and two Covid tests which I'll take if symptoms become more clear. Right now it's just a mildly sore throat, nasal congestion, some muscle cramps, and mild headache with no coughing or sneezing. Slightly elevated heart rate and temp, so I'm fighting something off, but it could be anything.

I was not about to change my foodie plans, however! It was a short walk to Rose's Noodles, Dumplings, and Sweets. I was the first customer of the day. Everything on their menu looks fantastic but the big draw for me was the house-made belt noodles and the heavenly-looking ice cream sandwiches. They have two topping options for the noodles right now, one was pork belly and the other was wok-fired veggies. I went veg.

House belt noodles with veggies, spicy chili crisp, and cilantro. The veggies included heirloom tomatoes, kale, flat beans, green beans, yellow bell pepper, and mushroom.

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Oh my goodness, it was delicious! The noodles were so satisfying and chewy, I could have eaten them for DAYS.
And the variety of fresh veggies was wonderful. The tomatoes had gotten a lovely sear on their skins, and the kale soaked up a lot of that delicious addictive chili sauce. And I LOVE those springy, earthy mushrooms! This was also my first time having chili crunch and it was just as good as I've imagined, crispy and almost like a spicy version of popping candy. My guts don't handle spicy things well but I still love how it tastes and sometimes, you just gotta live your best life :)

I was wise and only ate half of my noodles, carefully packaging the rest to eat tomorrow (luckily they were pretty dry so I think they'll be ok.) Because I REALLY wanted to leave room for an ice cream sandwich! They had so many cool flavors like coconut passion fruit on vanilla shortbread, fig raspberry buttermilk on shortbread, brown sugar toffee on chocolate wafers, and more.

I went with burnt honeycomb on gingersnaps. It was INCREDIBLE.

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The ice cream was honey-vanilla with crispy/chewy hunks of honeycomb candy that someone had taken a torch to, so it had a wonderful burnt-sugar flavor. And the gingersnaps were super thin, extremely crispy and not chewy at all, warm-spicy, and with ginger-flavored sugar crystals sprinkled on top. Oh my goodness, I could eat these EVERY DAY. 

Man...I am lucky. It's always such fomo to only be able to choose a few things to try. But life is short, and I am so grateful to be able to enjoy such wonderful, exceptional food in Durham today.

After that I was full but also feeling yucky from this virus, so went back to the hotel and pretty much spent the day resting, hydrating, reading my book, typing up this post. My temp hovered around 99°F (37.2°C) which isn't so bad, but I could feel a few aches in my joints and this could still go either way. At showtime I took a Motrin, ate dinner, got dressed in my blacks, and walked over. 

Nothing to report, it was a decent show. My bandmates kindly asked how I was feeling, and the MD even took time to tell me I was doing a great job. I really appreciated them. Whatever this is seems mild but I don't want anyone else to catch it, and felt guilty any time I had to take my mask off to play. But everyone here has been on tour before and I hate to say it: this is part of the gig. At some point the majority of us will get sick or injured at least once. The best thing to do--the ONLY thing to do--is support each other when it happens. 


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Friday:
One evening show. What I do during the day will depend on how I feel.

Saturday: Two shows, other activities again dependent on how I feel. Laundry perhaps?

Sunday: My Aunt, uncle, and cousins are coming to the matinee! And we're gonna get empanadas between shows! And there's an evening show. I REALLY hope I feel better by Sunday!!
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calzephyr ([personal profile] calzephyr) wrote in [community profile] 1word1day2025-09-04 08:56 pm
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Thursday Word: Paçoca de amendoim

Paçoca de amendoim - noun.

Paçoca de amendoim is a sweet treat from Brazil, whether made by hand or in a factory.

Allegedly paçoca comes from the Tupi word pa'soka which means "crumble". The chief ingredients are peanuts, sugar, honey, and salt, but some recipes also include flour.


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By Leonardo "Leguas" Carvalho - Own work, CC BY-SA 2.5, Link


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sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2025-09-04 08:49 pm

You brought me back a lemon and you squeezed me tight

"Would a Calvinist have just scoffed an entire bag of fish jerky?" I reasonably texted [personal profile] selkie, who had just significantly improved the evening of a week that has taken a deeply unwanted turn for the medical by causing a bagful of groceries and seltzer to appear on the front steps. Hestia professed interest in the little squares of maple-and-coconut salmon, but had to content herself with treats designed for delectation of cat and curling up on the couch next to me. I am fascinated by the pumpkin spice cookies that come ready to bake from refrigerated. The bananas are already having a short shelf life.

ETA: Later texted to [personal profile] spatch: "Who the hell is going to steal and sell Pedialyte? If you could get high off it, I'd have spent 2023 as a kite."
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hannah ([personal profile] hannah) wrote2025-09-04 09:18 pm

Open the gates.

Coming down the stairs, I arrive at the same time an elevator opens at the other end of the hall: two adults, one stroller, one toddler. The toddler looks my way. I wave. The toddler starts coming my way. I wave again, and one adult tries to stop them, then gives up as they keep going, fast as they can, the adult following just behind as they finally get across the long, long hallway to reach me.

The adult with them advises reaching out a hand for a high-five, and the hand's offered. I give them a handshake, saying it's very nice to meet them.

And we're all on our way, happier for it.
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chazzbanner ([personal profile] chazzbanner) wrote2025-09-04 08:19 pm
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more thought son BH versions

I need to watch the newer version of Bleak House again. I remember liking it, but I find some of the performances in the 1985 to be more powerful. Of course there's the problem of my DVD of the 2005 version sticking/pixilating, so I didn't see all the episodes.

earlier thoughts

The Ladies Dedlock are both equally good, for me, but I think Esther in 1985 resembles Diana Rigg more than the 2005 Esther does Gillian Anderson! (Lady D is supposed to recognize the resemblance.)

Sir Leicester D... I need to see (2005) Timothy West's performance at the end (couldn't watch this ep), as I found (1985) Robin Bailey's to be powerful and effective.

T.P. McKenna as Skimpole (1985) makes my skin crawl - rightly so! He seemed to be in more scenes than in the 2005 version.. or is that because I missed episodes? At this point I prefer McKenna.

Smallweed was equally well played in both versions.

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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-04 06:34 pm

wheel wheel

Taking a break from MUD coding.

Latest singles preparing for a 3-ply "leaf" yarn!



This one is also slated for Local Astronomer Knitter Friend. :)



This book has genuinely been my favorite read all YEAR. It's so engagingly written (I love technical/craft instructional books), wry moments of humor, but incredibly clear explanations of the engineering of a spinning wheel along with the MATH.
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i did it all for the robins ([personal profile] musesfool) wrote2025-09-04 07:11 pm
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I'm going there no more to roam

There's so much TV coming back soon:

- the new season of Only Murders in the Building starts on 9/8
- the new season of Slow Horses starts 9/24
- the new season of Abbott Elementary starts 10/1

And it's not tv, but the new season of Batman: Wayne Family Adventures also starts 10/1 - there was a new mini episode last night, featuring Alfred being the best. <3

Meanwhile, I still have not watched:

- season 2 of Andor
- season 2 of Wednesday
- season 2 of Poker Face (though I did watch the first episode - the one with Cynthia Erivo, who was fantastic)

And of course, China Beach is finally available on a streaming service I do not have, and without some of the iconic music they used, but it would definitely be worth checking out if I wanted to pay for another streamer, which I don't.

Instead, I seem to have fallen into another Elementary rewatch. Despite some of the ghastly murders, it is a very comforting watch and I love Joan and Sherlock's relationship so much. And I might be feeling a Killjoys rewatch coming up soon too. I guess we'll see.

There are other shows I keep meaning to check out but have not as of yet - there is just too much to watch and too little time.

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Health | The Atlantic ([syndicated profile] theatlantic_health_feed) wrote2025-09-04 05:32 pm

A Different RFK Jr. Just Appeared Before Congress

Posted by Nicholas Florko

Some Republican senators, it seems, have begun to fret that Robert F. Kennedy Jr. was not being entirely honest when he sought their votes to confirm him as secretary of Health and Human Services. Back in January, Kennedy reassured lawmaker after lawmaker that he would not limit access to vaccines. But today, before the Senate Finance Committee, he aggressively defended anti-vaccine talking points, alarming Democrats and Republicans alike. “You promised to uphold the highest standards for vaccines,” Senator John Barrasso of Wyoming, a Republican, told Kennedy today. “Since then, I’ve grown deeply concerned.”

Today’s hearing was always going to be tumultuous. Although the panel was pitched as an opportunity to hear about President Donald Trump’s health-care agenda, it was a rare opportunity for senators to publicly question the secretary about his recent attacks on the U.S. vaccination system. In the past 200 days, Kennedy has terminated mRNA-research grants, stuffed a CDC advisory panel with anti-vaccine activists, and propped up unproven treatments during a deadly measles outbreak. Last week, he pushed out CDC Director Susan Monarez, whom senators had confirmed to her position less than a month prior. Lawmakers, understandably, were displeased. In today’s hearing, Kennedy claimed that Monarez had told him that she was untrustworthy after taking the job, to which Republican Senator Thom Tillis replied, “I would suggest in the interview you ask them if they’re truthful, rather than four weeks after we took the time of the U.S. Senate to confirm the person.”

All the while, Kennedy has insisted that these actions haven’t harmed the United States’ vaccination system. At today’s hearing, Senator Bill Cassidy said he had heard from a fellow doctor that the Trump administration’s recent decision to narrow eligibility for COVID vaccines was causing confusion. CVS, acting on the CDC’s recommendations, is now requiring prescriptions for COVID shots in certain areas of the country, and stopped offering them in a few states at least temporarily. Walgreens appears to have a similar policy. “I would say, effectively, we are denying people vaccine,” Cassidy said. Kennedy replied to him: “You’re wrong.”

That curt response was cordial compared with how Kennedy addressed several Democratic senators who had similar questions. Just a few minutes after shooting down Cassidy’s concerns, he was yelling at Democratic Senator Maggie Hassan of New Hampshire for alleging that people who want COVID vaccines are being denied them because of the Trump administration’s actions. “Everybody can get the vaccine. You’re just making things up. You’re making things up to scare people, and it’s a lie,” Kennedy told her. Kennedy also defended his previous concerns about the COVID shots, citing the risk that some people who get the shot may develop a potentially deadly inflammation of the heart known as myocarditis. (That risk is real, but very small.) He told Senator Michael Bennet that he agreed with Retsef Levi, whom he’d elevated to the CDC’s vaccine-advisory panel earlier this year, who has claimed that “evidence is mounting and indisputable that MRNA vaccines cause serious harm including death, especially among young people.” After Bennet said that he was lying, Kennedy shouted back: “Are you saying the mRNA vaccine has never been associated with myocarditis or pericarditis in teenagers? Is that what you’re trying to tell us?” (“Secretary Kennedy was debunking false claims and reminding everyone that the COVID-19 vaccine continues to be available to anyone who chooses it,” an HHS spokesperson told me in an email.)

[Read: RFK Jr.’s victory lap]

Kennedy is a longtime anti-vaccine activist who has made a career out of going after corporations and politicians. On his path to becoming health secretary, however, he showed only glimpses of this combative side. During his confirmation hearing, for example, he accused Bernie Sanders of corruption because of campaign donations that Sanders had allegedly received from pharmaceutical companies. (According to Sanders, the donations were small and came from pharma employees.) But on the issue of vaccines, Kennedy previously seemed eager to avoid a fight. When Cassidy outlined during Kennedy’s confirmation hearing the numerous studies disproving a link between vaccines and autism, Kennedy responded, “You show me those scientific studies, and you and I can meet about it.” Today, one of the few lawmakers Kennedy seemed content to sit back and listen to was Ron Johnson, arguably the most anti-vaccine member of the Senate. Kennedy nodded as Johnson laid out his case for why he believes that COVID vaccines are associated with thousands of deaths. (In fact, Johnson is basing his claim on a government database where anyone can report a potential side effect from a vaccine, which is not meant to demonstrate a causal link between the vaccine and death.)

This sort of aggression from a Cabinet secretary could seem like political suicide. The lawmakers Kennedy was chiding not only have the power to investigate his work at HHS; they also control the funds he needs to keep his agency running. But Congress has never removed a Cabinet secretary from office. And even if some Republican senators are starting to raise concerns, one very prominent Republican still seems to remain in Kennedy’s corner. Earlier this week, Trump questioned the value of COVID vaccines and the massive effort that his first administration orchestrated to bring them quickly to the public in 2020. “I hope OPERATION WARP SPEED was as ‘BRILLIANT’ as many say it was,” he wrote on Truth Social. “If not, we all want to know about it, and why???”

As Kennedy grows bolder in his attacks, Trump has been his greatest enabler. Trump achieved the rapid delivery of vaccines during the pandemic with Operation Warp Speed, yet he seems to be happily cheering Kennedy on in dismantling that legacy. He might share Kennedy’s views, or perhaps he sees the pitfalls of dismissing a secretary who has some of the highest favorability ratings in the Cabinet. Even recent speculation that Kennedy plans to run for president in 2028 failed to generate a public rebuke from Trump. (Kennedy has since denied that he’s running.) At least for the time being, Kennedy looks invincible. He knows it.