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smokingboot) wrote2005-04-12 11:06 am
smokingboot) wrote2005-04-12 11:06 am
Panic attack
...up most of the night with a fear of possible melanoma recurrence. Why?
When I slept, I dreamt a long and complex dream with a backdrop of many voices discussing something. Two nights I've dreamt this. I can't remember the details, just so many voices.
Suppose it comes back? not the dream, the other thing...
Well, there really is only one answer in that case; bollocks to it. Others have suffered far more than me, life is short and it should be very sweet. The point* is to fill it with whatever makes you happy. I don't know where this fear came from, but I can tell where it's leading; Wanderlust falls upon me again. I want to travel.
*According to me, and of course, I know everything.
When I slept, I dreamt a long and complex dream with a backdrop of many voices discussing something. Two nights I've dreamt this. I can't remember the details, just so many voices.
Suppose it comes back? not the dream, the other thing...
Well, there really is only one answer in that case; bollocks to it. Others have suffered far more than me, life is short and it should be very sweet. The point* is to fill it with whatever makes you happy. I don't know where this fear came from, but I can tell where it's leading; Wanderlust falls upon me again. I want to travel.
*According to me, and of course, I know everything.