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smokingboot) wrote2015-07-03 10:07 am
smokingboot) wrote2015-07-03 10:07 am
Pulling myself together for Summer.
I am overthinking everything. Strange, I cried a little but mostly I have been angry, and I don't know why...but I can accept it's just a little heat, a dodgy router, the pressure of having to engage with people I don't much like, and of course, the loss of me old china.
Considered sensibly it makes sense.
The thing to recall, the thing to put uppermost now, is the sunshine of the year; Brother-in-law to be is getting over the Guillain-Barre syndrome, and though full recovery will take time, he looks so much better it is just fantastic.
And we are going to Sydney in 6 months time!
And I need new clothes. And to lose some weight. The past few weeks have seen me stuff my face!
So now, time to smile and laugh as if we were all back in a pub somewhere in the early 90s, when his best friend's revelations about him would had had us all in fits, and himself smiling wryly. Life was all right.
But life is all right now. Actually, life is better. So onwards, and if confusion rises, I am just going to recall the maze at Hever. For some reason it is an image in my mind. Also, I must write properly now, back to the story.
Considered sensibly it makes sense.
The thing to recall, the thing to put uppermost now, is the sunshine of the year; Brother-in-law to be is getting over the Guillain-Barre syndrome, and though full recovery will take time, he looks so much better it is just fantastic.
And we are going to Sydney in 6 months time!
And I need new clothes. And to lose some weight. The past few weeks have seen me stuff my face!
So now, time to smile and laugh as if we were all back in a pub somewhere in the early 90s, when his best friend's revelations about him would had had us all in fits, and himself smiling wryly. Life was all right.
But life is all right now. Actually, life is better. So onwards, and if confusion rises, I am just going to recall the maze at Hever. For some reason it is an image in my mind. Also, I must write properly now, back to the story.