Crabbit

[smokingboot]

My mood is getting worse and worse.

I need to sort this out for I am in danger of snapping at someone in a disproportionate way. Why am I like this? Because some stuff hasn't been done and it isn't the kind of thing I can deal with, I don't have the information and stuff needs to happen.

Also, if I read one more person sharing one more meme on how everyone should behave, I may well tell them to go to Hell. I swear, how did peeps get so censorious, so god damn certain of their own goodness and their right to tell other people how to speak and how to live and what to think? I have not helped myself by reading about the Pittenweem witches. I wonder if all this finger wagging comes from a sense of helplessness; a grasping at social power in lieu of any personal power combined with an absolute pile-up of wounded narcissism. I can't even say the whole lot need an orgy, because they'd be a) hopeless at it and b) endlessly talking about it afterwards, desperate to be reassured that they are beautiful and/or a perfect shag. With added selfies.

Gosh I am mean today. I need to reset. Constructive stuff is around so I must focus on that. On to next post, and for today at least, no interaction with the net beyond the walls of DW!

Comments

[mallorys_camera]

You're angry about what is happening to you. You don't need me to mouth platitudes like, And that's perfectly natural—but when has that ever stopped me? 😀

Frankly, you are behaving a great deal better than I would under similar circumstances. I would just be a bitch on wheels.

Unlike most people, I don't think anger is a bad thing. But I think—more than just about any other emotion—you have to think about how to deploy it in a constructive manner.

[smokingboot]

Your last paragraph hits the nail exactly.

But of course, it's the constructive deployment that's the issue. 😀