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Jun. 27th, 2025 01:17 pm
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Life Is a Bubble.

Berdella got sad news yesterday afternoon that her grandson passed away. He collapsed with a brain aneurysm in the morning and was gone by the afternoon. Chloe and Johnny used to be babysat with him and his younger sister. He is Chloe's age. A shock to hear this.

I've decided that I need a dose of Alan Watts to deal with the things that are bothering me in my life right now. My usual reading of the news is not helping me. My personality trait of being a shy introvert isn't helping either. I need to get outside of myself. Back when I was taking care of mom and thinking about the idea of death a lot of the time I got a set of Sounds True CDs to listen to with Alan Watts' lectures. I listened to the first one but then (as I do) moved my interest onto something else and ended up giving them away to someone, I don't remember who. But it doesn't matter. I wouldn't want them back. It will be better if I listen to Watts on you-tube now. I love his voice and his phrasings. It's calming.
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And don't even ask me about my email!

Also: Comicsrss got a cease and desist from Gocomics, so now all my gocomics feeds are borked. I should see if I can find those comics hosted somewhere else and get their RSS feeds, but ugh.

Also also: What to know about the COVID variant that may cause ‘razor blade’ sore throats

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thursday

Jun. 26th, 2025 07:46 pm
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I'm really liking working this way - on multiple pictures at the same time. Not having to feel like I need to have something "done" each day.

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Here's a picture of Rainy with her ears up. They look big. They are rarely raised like this. She just woke up.

Went to Berdella's today for women's group and on the way home I stopped off at the Sugar Creek Care Center to see about volunteering there. It is only 1.6 miles away and I could actually walk there if I needed to. They have more opportunities to have interactions with patients as a volunteer than I am having at the hospital behavioral health unit right now - I only see the patients from afar most the time I'm there or I don't see them at all. Helping with bingo on Tuesday afternoons sounds like something I can do at the Care Center. I'm hoping I get a call about doing that. The lady in charge of volunteers remembered both mom and dad from them being in there getting over injuries. Some of the workers remembered brother John visiting patients there too so that was nice.

Time to take the dogs for a walk down back before it gets dark. I didn't want to do it earlier because of the heat and then we had a big thunderstorm and it was too wet.
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I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight’s all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.


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He's the patron saint of gardeners, and also taxi drivers (unofficially). See, an early and popular cab stand was at Hôtel de Saint Fiacre in Paris, and the carriages themselves began to be called fiacres, and it just spiraled from there.

What makes this even stranger is that he's an Irish saint.

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Heat Spell Breaks

Jun. 26th, 2025 07:31 am
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Heat spell finally broke.

Hal-lay-LOOL-ya.

I have lived through heat spells before, but I can't remember any as bad as this past three days. (That's probably due to my incredibly bad memory more than climate change.)

Since yesterday was supposed to be marginally cooler than the two preceeding days, I went over to the New Paltz community garden to water the seedlings I'd planted last week.

I was expecting to find the seedlings had all died. And maybe some did, but not all: Dried grass clippings turn out to be a very effective mulch.

Place was like the asylum grounds of Hell—completely deserted with a kind of pitiless stark white HD light. It was weird to be the only person present in that vast garden! Maybe I walked 50 yards total, and so much sweat poured off me, I looked as though I'd just come out of a shower.

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My stomach is still not 100%. I've been sleeping badly, and never more than five hours a night. I remind myself that it is these factors—and not the inherent Evil of the Universe—that are responsible for the pissy mood I'm in. And these factors are controllable. When DonkeyBody ([personal profile] smokingboot™) is back to optimal functioning & I can sleep eight hours, the Universe will once more go back to being a pleasant place filled with laughter & magic.

At least, that's what I am telling myself.

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Jun. 25th, 2025 08:53 pm
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So got out, first time since Friday, and had a conversation with an actual human being, the same one as Friday ie my physio. I am indeed growing feral: not quite at the anchorite stage yet, but not far from it.

Today was still warm but bearable: 27 is a far cry from 35, and the air was no longer the hot pillow over the face of the last three days. Will probably still use the AC tonight because it won't get under 22 until morning.

Neighbourhood FB page has people commenting on the use of a park that is not, in fact, in the neighbourhood. Complaints of people smoking, people smoking crack,  people playing music, and most peculiarly, 'people praying in public'. I really wanted to jump in and comment, ' The horror, the horror!' but I may finally have learned in my old age not to poke the trolls.

Still haven't finished anything except my forgettable bicycle reading and another five or ten doujinshi. Which still give me unplaceable fantods for no good reason. It's not just the incestuous rape tropes that so abound in yaoi because even the gen ones do it. It may just be, as Finder Jean said lo these many decades, 'These people are all so unpleasant.'

wednesday

Jun. 25th, 2025 08:39 pm
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I took this picture in the night last night during a sleepless spell. This is how I want to work for a while - just paint something kind of random on 3 or 4 different pages, let them dry and then paint a little more on them in spurts. Work in layers. Have fun with abstract doodle type art.

Didn't go to volunteer today. I've been feeling crappy with whatever this is that I have, plus Dave was using the truck today so I couldn't get to the hospital anyway. I spent a lot of the day resting. Dave went to Chloe and Mike's old house and helped Mike finish clearing stuff out. It is DONE now.

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Flower. I finished it while sitting at the picnic table down at the creek this evening.

So hot today. I was talking to Johnny this afternoon and it was 100F there in West Reading. High 80s here but it's so humid it's awful. Hm, I just looked up West Reading and that's where Taylor Swift was born. Ha.

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Jun. 25th, 2025 03:56 pm
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Came home and passed out

Jun. 25th, 2025 10:17 am
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Ooof, I do not know how people do it who do this for early voting as well!

Gaskets

Jun. 25th, 2025 08:46 am
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I would have voted for Cuomo.

Cuomo is an old-school Democrat and a loathsome human being by all accounts, but Cuomo is also an able administrator—and a city the size of NYC needs able administration. Weren't DiBlasio's two terms in office enough?

But hey! Maybe I would have been wrong.

Cuomo did kill a lot of old people who would have voted for him because they remember his father.

Plus, Zohran Mamdani is incredibly appealing, and I'd like to ride city buses for free-eee-eeee! Galvanizing 50,000 volunteer canvassers—Cuomo had to pay his—is no mean feat. Mamdani is like a male AOC or a younger, mega-photogenic Bernie Sanders. Mississippi Marsala is a lovely little movie. And I think it may be true that Mamdani is Trump's worst nightmare.

So, yeah: Zohran Mamdani.



The oil change yesterday went on forever, because I asked them to check the brakes and the suspension. The Prius is 14 years old & runs like a dream, but the roads in Ulster County are like one long Tourney of Potholes. If I don't rejuvenate my car's suspension system every year, one day it's gonna go over a bump and the wheels are gonna fly off.

Plus my mechanic stripped a gasket as he was finishing up, so all the new oil he'd just put into the Prius spilled all over the garage floor.

Even though I knew exactly what was happening—gasket! not a biggie—I could feel myself edging into a massive panic attack. I wanted to start sobbing. Like so many women of my age, I have Fear of the Big Box—basically because I wasn't taught about tools & engines & machinery growing up. Things with engines operate through a kind of magic that I am ignorant about! I was at the mercy of these alien priests in their grease-stained denim jumpsuits! All I could do was tremble in awe and fear—

Thankfully, I managed to talk myself out of the panic attack—because really, who wants to see an elderly lady get hysterics?

The verdict on the car: Back wheels need new shocks; car needs four new tires.

Cost will be about a grand.

Of course, I'd far rather spend $1,000 on hazelnut truffles and subscriptions to generative AI video services, but I must have a safe vehicle—my own driving abilities are wildcard factor enough on the roads.
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My mechanic was horribly apologetic about the gasket when he brought the car out to me. He was an elderly gentleman with a very thick accent. I imagined him as a refugee from one of those countries in Africa beseiged by a gruesome civil war, Sierra Leone or Uganda or someplace.

"You know, stuff happens," I assured him. "You did a great job. Thank you so much!"

And I wrote him a five-star review, singling him out by the name embroidered over the breast pocket of his grease-stained denim jumpsuit.

Because I didn't want him to get fired over a gasket.
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but I still wasn't prepared to pop into a pizza shop on my lunch break only to find that it was cooler in the pizzeria than the outside. If that's not terrifying I don't know what is.

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Jun. 24th, 2025 08:01 pm
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Thursday is recycle day so I figured, since I'm stuck inside, it might be time to attack that stack of doujinshi that's been sitting out for yonks waiting to be sorted and trunned. This means reading through them just in case there's something I can't bear to part with: or at least to relive the greatest hits of 1993. Found that a very little goes a long way, partly because my Japanese has degraded to near unuseableness, partly because the dead past is so very dead. Not helped by trying to decipher the ones in penji-- written not printed Japanese-- which was always my downfall. Eventually I may decide that a fast flip-through is all that's required, but that day is not yet.

tuesday

Jun. 24th, 2025 05:05 pm
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Trees. I've been very lax with doing art-every-day. I started this on Friday and finished it yesterday. Embarrassingly simple. That's okay. I've been busy with not feeling well the last few days. I had another visual migraine last night (it always makes me tired later) and ever since Saturday morning I've been feeling really tired and nauseous. It would come and go. We had the June birthdays party here on Sunday. And on Monday we helped Chloe and Mike get more stuff out of their house. I probably shouldn't have gone along. I wasn't much help. I'd carry something to the truck and then have to sit for 5 minutes to get the energy back to carry something else. Made me feel guilty because everyone else was working hard. It was a hot day. Today felt even hotter.

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I took this in the restroom at the Riverside Brewing Company in Cambridge Springs on Friday. I wanted to show that big photo that is on the wall behind me. It's of the old Riverside Inn which burned down in 2017. They built the new Riverside Brewing Co on its site. They used some of the timbers from the original building and when you walk in the door you smell smoke. My one memory of the old Inn was a time when my mom and I went up there around 1980 to a craft show. I made macrame purses back then and we sat in a long hallway lined with other crafters. My mom seemed to be very pleased that we were there. Reading about it now I see it had a history of being a fancy mineral springs resort with a golf course, casino and ballrooms. It's a fancy place now too but set up more for live music.

Conveyor Belt

Jun. 24th, 2025 06:40 am
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The whole Israel/Iran 12-Day War thing is such a blatant piece of political theater.

When the dust settles, we will all find out that Bibi & the Khomini were burning up those back-channel phone lines, maneuvering to get Trump that Nobel Peace Prize he so covets.

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Meanwhile, yesterday was fairly productive, although it was really fuckin' hot and cat ownership disqualified me from a potential housing situation—to be honest, I know the housing situation owner through the Shawanagunk Dems, and he is kinda weird, so maybe the cats saved me.

Did the rest of the trip-related errands, had an unsatisfactory phone conversation with RTT, and shortly will be taking the car in for its oil change. I am on that conveyor belt! And it is just possible I will hit my Remuneration quota before I leave on the trip.

I have been bemoaning my own lack of agency: Why don't I have more control over my life?

But, of course, agency is a relative thing. However aggrieved I may feel about my own, I still probably have more of it than 85% of the people who live—or have ever lived—upon this planet.

Forward, little conveyor belt!

Rhapsody to humid heat

Jun. 24th, 2025 07:22 am
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Waking up this morning was like waking up in the Amazon, and I AM HERE FOR THIS. Out my back window, a northeastern jungle, so many shades of green, dappled sun, morning mist. An aural bouquet of birdsong and small critter sounds. Right now there's a scent of wood smoke.

I love the way the medium of humid air makes you intimate with every other thing. The way everything is right on your skin and in your lungs. The glass of water sweats, you sweat. Time dissolves, sound travels nonlinearly, odors are more vivid. I love the lassitude, the exhaustion.

So not looking forward to tomorrow

Jun. 29th, 2025 08:25 pm
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It's gonna be one long, long, long day. Also hot. Long, hot, hard - and miserable.

Happy Mayoral Primaries, I guess? At least the poll site is airconditioned. (At least... I assume it is? Oh god what if it isn't.)

Oh, and I nearly forgot - the Arab/Israeli dove and rose mural has been painted over. Saw that on my way to CVS today.

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Jun. 23rd, 2025 08:25 pm
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Wish being father to the thought, I keep thinking today is Tuesday. Not that tomorrow will be any cooler than today, but Wednesday will be, and I'd like it to be Wednesday. But much of the temporal displacement probably has to with being indoors three days running,  which messes with my time sense.

I do very well with the window AC, run overnight and at intervals during the day, set to a conservative 21C for the latter and 18 for the former. Ran it Saturday night IIRC and thus kept the indoors from warming up. Otherwise fans work pretty well and I lounge about in my sleep shirt of thin breathable cotton. Unfortunately the brain does not want to work even in the cool house, so I doom scroll and play endless hours of solitaire and do not look at the news.
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Above me, the branches toss toward and away from each other
the way privacy does with what ends up
showing, despite ourselves, of
who we are, inside.

                                Then they’re branches again—hickory, I think.

            —It’s not too late, then.

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