things undone

[smokingboot]

So I did not go visit the lovely caffeine_fairy and neither did I trek up to Aberfoyle to do necessary research. I have been here, emailing, waiting on the phone, hanging around to make sure my brother is OK. I still don't know if this is the eve or the end of the war.

I was here to see the perigee of the moon, huge and gold. Through the window glass I could see two, both opened their mouths and sang to me. The stars were very bright.

Then came the Spring equinox and the garden pond has a clutch of frog spawn, size of a mans fist lurking above the water. All those little black dots in jelly waiting to be born. Life is jello and glop.

I am pretty tired, but there's a sense of newness. Somehow I have to catch up with it.

Comments

[abutterflygirl.livejournal.com]

I've been thinking of you and of your brother, hoping that all is well. Lots of thoughts to you and hoping you get some rest! xx

[smokingboot.livejournal.com]

you are kind butterfly girl. I have been reading your journal, but felt too weary to comment because of all this other stuff. Still, I hope you know I am wishing the very best for you xxx

[abutterflygirl.livejournal.com]

Thank you smokingboot, for both your wishes and your time in reading my entries. They have mostly been drivel, I'm sorry! Although some have been very raw, honest and painful to write too. Please never feel you must comment, or that I think anything other than good of you! Thinking of you and hoping things improve xx