I am sad today
May. 22nd, 2015 10:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
smokingbootDon't know why really.
Yes, there is some sadness around, but that's invisible now. All I see is a very pretty day. And I am meant to write something quite light and funny now. Putting it off, can't catch the mood.
Discipline needed.
But I am unhappy and find myself writing against the grain, writing badly.
Don't know if it is my friend's situation or other, lesser, things.
I look out at the day, and know it's beautiful but I still want to cry. When I chase the issue, try to find the source of it, there are no clear answers, just nonsense.
And surely there is an action that will make this better, but I don't know what it is.
Yes, there is some sadness around, but that's invisible now. All I see is a very pretty day. And I am meant to write something quite light and funny now. Putting it off, can't catch the mood.
Discipline needed.
But I am unhappy and find myself writing against the grain, writing badly.
Don't know if it is my friend's situation or other, lesser, things.
I look out at the day, and know it's beautiful but I still want to cry. When I chase the issue, try to find the source of it, there are no clear answers, just nonsense.
And surely there is an action that will make this better, but I don't know what it is.
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