A statue

[smokingboot]

That's how I feel right now, and I have no idea why.

Sometimes time just slips away from me. There are a couple of things I have done today, and I have a lot to do tomorrow. I could do these things now, but I feel slow and strange and a little ill.

I don't know if it is about Elliot Rodger and all that stuff; no,it isn't. It's this creaking feeling I have, just tired and strained. Maybe it's too much rain. Tomorrow I have a booking to make and logistical stuff to carry out, it is nothing much. But it overwhelms me. I am putting it off and I know it. But OK, I write it here to seal the deal. Tomorrow morning I deal with it.

Sometimes, everything seems to take forever. I am not even unhappy. Honestly, perhaps I just need sunshine.

[Edited to add] Wanted sunshine, got sunshine...last year there was a bright yellow rose in the front garden, lopped down by those idiots from Thames Water. Today, I noticed that she is back, bright gold and very sweet scented in the rain. It made me smile.