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smokingbootDepression.
Triggered by circumstances on this occasion, as opposed to random head circuitry going awry, nevertheless as one easily slides into the other, I need to stay aware of what is happening because I don't medicate.
It's exacerbated by lack of sunlight. My partner believes I suffer from Seasonal Adjustment Disorder. I have decided not to agree with him because PTSD and Depression are quite enough as syndrome collections go, I don't need some kind of mental issue hat trick. Nonetheless, sunshine always makes me feel better. Barring our palest friends, surely it makes everyone better?
Well, today is just a day, so I am going to have to invent the sunshine for myself. I respect my cleaner but I wish she would come and go, and leave me to settle into my imagining.
Triggered by circumstances on this occasion, as opposed to random head circuitry going awry, nevertheless as one easily slides into the other, I need to stay aware of what is happening because I don't medicate.
It's exacerbated by lack of sunlight. My partner believes I suffer from Seasonal Adjustment Disorder. I have decided not to agree with him because PTSD and Depression are quite enough as syndrome collections go, I don't need some kind of mental issue hat trick. Nonetheless, sunshine always makes me feel better. Barring our palest friends, surely it makes everyone better?
Well, today is just a day, so I am going to have to invent the sunshine for myself. I respect my cleaner but I wish she would come and go, and leave me to settle into my imagining.
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