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I kind of stopped.

It was as though I couldn't really concentrate. Tedious work that requires concentration was beyond me. Didn't do my Spanish, didn't do my music theory. What I did was garden and eat.

The food's been great. Oriental soups, home made pizza...I am eating far too much.
And last night's cocktails didn't help.

My hair's dreadful. If I leave it another month a mini Louise Brooks bob is possible, but right now it has reached that point where absolutely nothing can rescue it.

Very tired too. I find it hard to just put my head down and get stuff finished.

The music theory is especially difficult because the longer you leave it, the harder the next lesson gets. Now I need to redo the last bit in order to get the next bit.

And I cannot get past this sense of pure exhaustion. Morning is great, by 2 in the afternoon I'm crashing. Use to be a night owl once upon a time...

I have to wake myself up.

So right. Giving myself a little time in the Reading Room, then on to Spanish. Then tomorrow back to music theory and actual proper work.