Turned up yesterday

[smokingboot]

Maybe I was foolish, should have signed up for that Daimon/Duende/Jung stuff.Now even more exhausted, still something is nearby.

Forgetting, I am always forgetting
The sharp intake of breath
Your expression
I wondered if you were beautiful.
Because if not
Why was I still looking?
Puzzled I let the river take me
elsewhere with music,
lavender gold fields
smiling towns
Where you were not
Left you to haunt the river banks
jackdaw eyes,
hooded, gleaming,
left you in the bare armed wood,
to anger or
whatever it was.
And now, though there is no music
I hear it,
Though the fields are shorn
I walk them.
Having settled for myself long ago
Whether or not you are beautiful.