Goat at the Olympics
Dec. 15th, 2023 09:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I had to chair a meeting last night.
I've never done this before, always thought I would detest doing it and I do.
I did it because the chair was ill, no-one else wanted to do it, we were 10 minutes into an hour's meeting and it just needed to get going. But even now I am dreading going back through the recording and creating, not so much the minutes as the agenda for the next meeting. What do we do now? How would I know? My comfort zone is so far away I'm waiting for the Nostromo to pick me up and take me there. May not be the easiest trip but considering where I start...
Anyway.
Here's what works best for me: give me a project or a task and I can go for it with tunnel vision
Herer's what I can do: I can talk to an audience. I can write stuff. I can listen. I am not a bad researcher, but have no training in data analysis.
Here's what I can't do; keep track of what anyone else is doing. Maths Of Any Kind.
Here's what I don't want to do; tell anyone else what to do. It embarrasses me.
Also, it's difficult to cut across people and get a straight answer to are you actioning this? or yes, but where do you want this to go? I heard some wonderful stuff last night. But what's arising from it? Some of it stays with me, but how shall we use it? I don't know and now my head hurts.
A reward should be waiting for me today, but things have been so weird over the past couple of weeks, I shan't name it lest I tempt some malign imp nearby.
I've never done this before, always thought I would detest doing it and I do.
I did it because the chair was ill, no-one else wanted to do it, we were 10 minutes into an hour's meeting and it just needed to get going. But even now I am dreading going back through the recording and creating, not so much the minutes as the agenda for the next meeting. What do we do now? How would I know? My comfort zone is so far away I'm waiting for the Nostromo to pick me up and take me there. May not be the easiest trip but considering where I start...
Anyway.
Here's what works best for me: give me a project or a task and I can go for it with tunnel vision
Herer's what I can do: I can talk to an audience. I can write stuff. I can listen. I am not a bad researcher, but have no training in data analysis.
Here's what I can't do; keep track of what anyone else is doing. Maths Of Any Kind.
Here's what I don't want to do; tell anyone else what to do. It embarrasses me.
Also, it's difficult to cut across people and get a straight answer to are you actioning this? or yes, but where do you want this to go? I heard some wonderful stuff last night. But what's arising from it? Some of it stays with me, but how shall we use it? I don't know and now my head hurts.
A reward should be waiting for me today, but things have been so weird over the past couple of weeks, I shan't name it lest I tempt some malign imp nearby.
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