Jabberjabberjabber

Someone I knew could use a favour, and I am in two minds whether to volunteer or not.

The very fact I even think about volunteering shows I have come a long way on this one, for we have history and it's not easy.

But when all is said and done, all I have is the right kind of mindset. No other prop is on my hands, I have no money to spare, it feels a bit uncomfortable, I suspect it would be greatly misunderstood, it would really put pressure on this little project, and as far as I can see, the problem will be easily solved without me going anywhere near it. Let well alone.

I am just indulging in a little mental bustle, delaying the inevitable, because any jabber is preferable to trying to understand this scary software. I want this project done, done, done and I really don't have much time. I am also terrified by the latest expenditure from our mutual account. It's completely un-necessary though very pretty, and I am panicking over it.

No slacking, boot! Get to work! To work! To...Oh, OK, have another cup of coffee...

Time to surrender...

to total panic.

I have looked at the software. I know it is easy, I just don't know how to use it at all, still less to create what I have in mind.

What I need is a side of a4 onto which I cut and paste many photocopied bits and pieces. Software and scanners just frighten me.

This is never going to be done at all, never mind in time.

Goodbye LJ. The next time you hear from me, I will be typing with fleshless fingertips.