Another day

Another insane message from my mother. Apparently on no account am I to use PCR tests as these have particles that tear and harden mucus membranes, which means said membranes cannot defend us against bacterias, fungal infections, and viruses.

I think today is a great day for having a long bath and going back to bed.

It hasn't been all bad by a long chalk but it's nearly 1.30 and I am exhausted. Workmen are here putting down a new carpet, the noise has killed all hope of continuing work. Light is coming in and bouncing around between window, screen, and the inside of my glasses, hurting my eyes. I need to get my head together and buy that damned black out blind.

Nothing's actually wrong, it's just noise and stress. It will get better, but not today.