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[smokingboot]

No title because so many of my entries have the same header; Tired. Weary. Exhausted. Fatigued. Whatever.

I was always a night owl. Now, strangely, I am better first thing in the morning. By now I am tired. Weary. Exhausted. Fatigued. Whatever.

And it stays that way for a lot of the day.

I got some work done this morning. It's about the local project. Man, this thing is escalating. Two hours a week, they said? And the rest! The pings on the phone are many, enthusiasm is high, and I am not the right person to be running the 'Culture Portfolio.' I feel like a total imposter!

I had discussions about art with the founder of the group; we have a bronze age tomb nearby but de-magicked by the pylon almost on top of it. He wants a small art installation on top of the pylon that sends a beam of light out on Summer/Winter solstice sunrise. Said light could only be seen at that very time from various points on other hill ranges. I like the concept, but think that if we are looking for arts funding, our first attempt should be something locals could see/interact with. He said we could just sneak it up... And suddenly I can see us there, stuck on top of a pylon breaking god knows how many laws to prop up a mirror at a hoped for right angle so that pilots flying over the Ochil hills can be very confused on Midsummer morning.

Hm. He can write out that one.

I should get some ideas down for people to ignore if they like, before crashing out of this.

I've put 6 different docs up in Teams; they're not huge but I am worn out already.


Andrew is still critical, MRSA, kidney filtration anti-fungal, anti-viral antibiotics(confused; thought antibiotics didn't work against viruses, but hey, good enough if it's doing the job.) He's still sedated, still on ventilation. But he's not gone, no, no. Andrew is a very sensitive guy, but he isn't easy to shift so to speak. It's not obtuseness or stubbornness... It's a kind of solidity.

That's a comfort.

And I must stop. So want to read everyone's posts but my eyes are closing. Ugh, this is ridiculous.