Luckily, I have a few people (yourself included) that I could trust to help me shine a little light. But I have so little time and perhaps a reluctance to look too deeply at what it is that triggers my attacks of jerkdom. For now, I have sent the guy an email just saying, 'Sorry, head's a mess, ignore me...' The dude has inadvertently made me feel vulnerable, and my instant reaction is to mock. Why will take forever to sort out, but my first attempt at discipline has to be to forego the quip-making opportunities by slowing the hell down and biting my lip when he says something that begs riposte.
Vulnerability is a bastard, at the same time the source of our greatest weakness,- self denial, and the engine of learning, which is our greatest strength.
Although it may be a bit of a busmans holiday, you could also try the Tarot for insight.
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Date: 2007-09-03 08:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-03 09:18 pm (UTC)Vulnerability is a bastard, at the same time the source of our greatest weakness,- self denial, and the engine of learning, which is our greatest strength.
Although it may be a bit of a busmans holiday, you could also try the Tarot for insight.
Are you Maelstromming?
Maybe catch you there?
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Date: 2007-09-05 02:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-05 11:56 pm (UTC)Which has been so far the other side of madness that can book cheap flights to go there.....
Or maybe just wear silly clothes and drink too much!