The Right Thing To Do
Sep. 30th, 2014 12:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
smokingbootI have demurred from giving a talk at a pagan event in the near future.
Part of me is unhappy at reneging on an sortapromise, but the intense relief I feel indicates that I am doing precisely the right thing. I have been very honest with the lovely lady organising it all; for sure I can talk, talk until the cows come home doubtless, but I am in the middle of a learning process, and until closer to understanding it, am in a very inadequate place to discuss such matters.
My power is the ability to bang on most entertainingly, but the scene is full of people who can do that. Right now I don't feel it, so it's best I turn up and show my support by having a good time.
Part of me is unhappy at reneging on an sortapromise, but the intense relief I feel indicates that I am doing precisely the right thing. I have been very honest with the lovely lady organising it all; for sure I can talk, talk until the cows come home doubtless, but I am in the middle of a learning process, and until closer to understanding it, am in a very inadequate place to discuss such matters.
My power is the ability to bang on most entertainingly, but the scene is full of people who can do that. Right now I don't feel it, so it's best I turn up and show my support by having a good time.
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