Philosykos

Here comes the sun, theoretically, so it's time for me to open the summer testers Russ got me. Philosykos by Diptyque (https://www.diptyqueparis.com/en_uk/p/philosykos-eau-de-parfum-75ml-1.html) is based on fig, one of my favourite notes. It freshens my mind, cutting beautifully through the miasma of sickness and depression. Jo Malone's Wild Fig and Cassis used to do it for me but they discontinued that except as some kind of scented candle. Philosykos isn't as compelling but it's still pleasant. R doesn't really detect it when it is fresh on but by evening he could smell it on my clothes and it was warm, delightful even.

Diptyque's a funny brand; on occasion, its marketing far outstrips its product. I really wanted to like L'Ombre Dans l'Eau because the words are so evocative and forlorn; besides, it's hard not to be a bit curious about a scent reputed to be Billy Idol's favourite when he was on the pull. But for me it's just a thin cold green rose, and I forget if it was Do Son or Tam Dao that smelled like an attack of boiled sweets. I should test a few fig fragrances before buying because I never quite believe that Diptyque perfumes are the best for the money. But Philosykos is genial enough and good for my mind. It will do for now.

The Harpy Again

A flash of her this time, carrying me close as she flies. She says something about taking me above the cold of the world, but that makes no sense and I say so; beyond the world is the cold of space, no? She smiles and says or thinks at me that she can fly from planet to planet just as she can fly from lighthouse to rocks etc. But still, my mind is on the cold of outer space. She smiles at me and flicks the centre of my forehead with her fingers. Then I am back in my study and the wind is roaring outside. It calms down and the sunshine touches all the leaves on the tree opposite. The leaves tremble, the light on the tops of the leaves is so bright above the shades of green. I see it, it feels good to see things this way. But yes it is intense and I feel very tired after.

I almost forgot she said something about taking me away, and I mentioned Mum and R and Bro, how I can't just leave. She shrugged under those great wings. She doesn't think that's a thing.